Tuesday, July 12, 2011
I am just looking for a little support and hope in this trying time!?
Ok sorry this will probably be long, but here it goes! I have been TTC for 2 yrs with my husband, after 6 months of nothing, I went 80 days without a period and went to see my OBGYN. He put me on Clomid to make me ovulate and low and behold we got pregnant after the first month (1yr after starting to TTC) I then miscarried at 6 weeks and 3 days, my OBGYN told me this could be normal and to just keep trying. We got pregnant again 2 months later and miscarried at 6 weeks to the day. My OBGYN then told me when I get preg agian that I was going to be using progesterone suppositories to boost my hormone levels up in an effort to keep the baby. We got preg for the 3rd time and lost again at 6 weeks 4 days! My doctor now gave me 11 different deficiency blood test and my husband and I had to go through chromosome testing. but the problem I am having is that the chromosome testing takes about 5 months to come back and it has only been a month and i am already going crazy and don't know if I can last until October to find out if we can even ever have children as a couple! I guess I am just looking for some positive feedback in regards to people whom may have gone through this and eventually had the blessing of a child. All my life I knew all I really wanted was children and now that I am married, financially stable and have a great home and life, it seems like it will never happen! I can't remember what my OBGYN told me the percentage was of couples whom can never have children due to mismatched chromosomes, and I am praying with everything that I am, that this will not be the case. But I feel like I am losing hope, I have even gotten to the point when I see or hear about someone becoming pregnant I feel hatred and unfairness, especially when they do not want children to begin with. Thanks to everyone whom listened and took the time to answer this and I would appreciate if there are any rude or smart comments to please keep them to yourselves, as I as a person would never attack anyone for looking for comfort and support during a time in need.
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