PLEASE HELP ME GET BACK IN SCHOOL AND SAVE MY LIFE?

I am 19 years old and I suffer from anxiety and depression too. For me, counseling helped and medication somewhat helped. I actually wish I never got on medication because I have a lot of bad side effects (vivid nightmares, panic attacks, etc) But what I found helpful was putting myself in an environment where I am happy and comfortable. I just finished my 1st year at a university and i HATED IT so I am moving back to Dallas to go to school here. I feel more comfortable around my family. Your mom seems to be supportive, so go to a college where you think you may like it and possibly close to where she lives. YOU CAN GO TO COLLEGE AND BE SUCCESSFUL. I know its hard, but keep your head high and do things you love. Whether its exercising, cooking, reading, working, hanging out with friends. Email me if you need anything! :) h0rncheerleader06@yahoo.com